recently i caught my "boyfriend" SEXting another girl. we argued, i confronted him he apologized and promised to never do it again, but... i dont believe him, not one bit. im pretty sure he doesnt want to love me since he hasnt told me he does, and im pretty sure hes waiting for something better. Knowing that, i totally feel like a million bucks. if he wants to be with someone else, so be it... your loss man. in the meantime i dont trust you.
ps- it wasnt the texts i saw... it was the naked emails.
Friday, August 28, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
yesterday was nice, it was the first real adventure/day tip that i for once didnt have to plan or go out of my way to do. For once someone wanted to spoil me and wanted to take me out and let me choose what i wanted to do as well as left the decisions up to me. I feel like no one ever appreciates me especially after all i do. I wish more people did as much as i do for them. Like maybe take me out or plan a suprise for me. I guess i can only wish.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Trekkie
So i just saw the new Star Trek... umm and i had the strangest attraction to Spock. No, Captain Kirk was not hot at all, he had some skin problems which were clearly apparent throughout the entire movie. but the Vulcan, Spock, was rather hot and his sexual tension only left me wanting more. He is my new latest obsession, but he reminds me of someone, i dont quite know who, but im sure it'll come to me...
Monday, May 18, 2009
after-travled feeling
I always feel weird the day after a vacation. Whether it be short or long, the first night back in your own bed, without someone by your side, feels extremely empty. I spent the entire past 4 days with at least 1 person right by my side at all times. I really dont like this half-empty, "is this it?" feeling. I wish I was back on vacation, in a place I was unfamiliar with, doing things I wouldn't normally do. Reality really is a bitch.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Cielito lindo...
Saturday, May 2, 2009
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